I'm loving you more than I planned..

I am so inlooooooove with you..

And I'm falling even more each day. How is this possible? I take risks every turn, and now I'm taking a huge one. I'm willing to be attached to you because I think you're worth the pain. I'm sure you are. I'm afraid of forever, the word itself is the most dangerous promise.. And I can't see us forever, I can't see anything forever, nothing is for me. But I want to be with you as long as we could.. and I want that to be longer than we could both expect. I don't wnt to let you go..

I know this is a good thing, eventhough the idea is wrong for everyone except us. I'll stand by you, no matter what they say or no matter what I do. I'll let you go only if you ask me to. They won't matter to me, to us.. but, they will always be our problem. I wish for the day that we just can be accepted and no one could judge us or take us apart. Because from what I see, there's nothing wrong with this; we are not doing anything bad. It will hurt a lot when they'll try to stop us.. but they won't ever understand. But I respect them because I know how they feel.. It's just that, they will never understand what we feel about this not unless they feel it too.

I'll take all the blame, yeah I would. I won't stand seeing you getting hurt just because they think this is wrong. In fact, I can't stand you being hurt at all., for any reason. I'm not that strong. But if I have to be the one standing against them all, I will.. I will.. Just not you... It was never your fault..

I never imagined that I could stand against both time and silence when loving someone..