BEAUTIFUL DISASTER

She loves her mama’s lemonade,
Hates the sounds that goodbyes make.
She prays one day she’ll find someone to need her.
She swears that there’s no difference,
Between the lies and complements.
It’s all the same if everybody leaves her.

And every magazine tells her she’s not good enough,
The pictures that she sees make her cry.

And she would change everything, everything just ask her.
Caught in the in between of beautiful disaster,
And she needs someone to take her home.

She’s giving boys what they want, tries to act so nonchalant,
Afraid they’ll see that she’s lost her direction.
She never stays the same for long,
Assuming that she’ll get it wrong.
Perfect only in her imperfection.

She’s not a drama queen,
She doesn’t want to feel this way, only seventeen but tired

She would change everything for happy ever after.
Caught in the in between of beautiful disaster,
But she just needs someone to take her home.

Cuz she’s just the way she is, but no ones told her that’s ok.

And she would change everything, everything just ask her.
Caught in the in between of beautiful disaster,

And she would change everything for happy ever after.
Caught in the in between of beautiful disaster,

But she just needs someone to take her home
And just needs someone to take her home.

-JOHN MCLAUGHLIN
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qZ5fyAsSzug

suvey- 3

THREE NAMES THAT FRIENDS CALL YOU:
1. Julia
2. Juls
3. Jupao

THREE MOST IMPORTANT DATES IN YOUR LIFE:
1. April 14. 1989
2. December 25
3. January 15, 2008

THREE THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 30 MINUTES:
1. Ko-ed
2. sniffed
3. chatted

THREE WAYS TO BE HAPPY KAHIT SA BAHAY LANG:
1. beds and wookie
2. free food
3. dvd marathons

THREE GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE:
1. 1-month stay in Houston
2. laptop
3. car, no.. lots of money to make someone go back here

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. reading
2. eating
3. watching

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO FOR VACATION:
1. believe it or not, houston texas usa
2. punta fuego
3. europe

THREE FAVORITE DRINKS:
1. oj baby!
2. icedtea
3. super choco loco taro ice

THREE THINGS FOUND IN YOUR BAG:
1. my planner
2. my alcohol spray
3. wallet

THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
1. purple
2. blue
3. brown

TOP THREE HANGOUTS:
1. some food place
2. some compshop
3. bahay

TOP THREE U LOVE SO MUCH:
1. family
2. friends
3. wookie

TOP THREE WHO DO YOU THINK WILL ANSWER THIS SURVEY:
- top one who i think won't answer this problem: wookie :))

TOP THREE "THINGS" SPECIAL TO YOU:
1. food
2. books
3. my ring

TOP THREE THAT MAKES YOU HAPPY LATELY:
1. food
2. wookie
3. yogurt shake

TOP THREE REASONS WHY YOU ANSWERED THIS SURVEY:
1. one
2. two
3. three

Some somethings

25 Random Things
(About Me)

1. My fulfillment level has only been up to one-fourth but I'm surviving. So, I'm starting to think how "fulfilling" it will be to fill the rest.
2. I have but only ten people who I want to be proud of me; when that happens, I won't care so much if the rest don't.
3. Still, I have this impeccable value for friends and everyone I meet who are willing to be called one of mine.
4. Amazing, no matter how lost I seem to be, I could be found. By this one person. Yes, it seems to me that I find myself pretty much when she's around. As I said, amazing.
5. There are times when it appears clearly to me who I've got until the very end. Too clear in fact,.
6. Most of the times, I fight with reality.. with reality.
7. I know the most powerful thing to do, whenever whatever wherever whoever, is to believe.
8. I think I have this great destiny...
9. The thing that I hate the most at times, is my mind. And it's also the most marvelous thing that I know.
10. I have some oddest likes and weirdest fears.
11. I care too much.
12. I love too much.
13. But only a handful goes for myself.
14. But believe me, I'm working on it... I know I love myself.
15. Truth: Wookie is my soulmate.
16. I dont believe in "forever" but I hold on to "for the rest of my life".
17. Most of the things that comfort me are things that people consider to be "immature".
18. I think I've been fat all my life.

19. Okay, I take that back.

20. Everyday, I get a truckload of new ideas about anything. Most of the time, none of them are put to use.
21. I believe I waste my time when I sleep.
22. I'm too late to know everything. But I'm not giving up. There is so much to learn.
23. It still pains me exactly as much as it did when I sent you off. Damn, I hate airports.
24. Out of that ten people, everyday I spend 100% of my efforts just to impress only one person. Usually, I fail.
25. I think I could be larger than life.

Then again..

survey- 7 Deadly Sins

Gluttony
1. Do you think you eat more than you should?
:: NO. NOT AT ALL. :))

2. What is your favorite meal?
:: For now, I'd like an Upsized DCBD meal in Mcdo.

3. What did you have for dinner today (or yesterday)?
:: Fish and veggie dish.

4. What is your favorite dessert?
:: Hmm.. something with caramel, chocolate, strawberry, or mango. :)

5. Can you cook well?
:: Umm.. if I try to, yeah? Haha

6. Are you a fruit or veggie person?
:: Both.

7. What is your favorite restaurant to go to?
:: Teriyaki Boy. Fastfood nalang!

8. Do you feel comfortable with your weight?
:: =))

9. Are you vegetarian or vegan?
:: NONE.

10. Describe your normal eating habits?
:: I. EAT. A LOT. bow


Lust
. How much do you find yourself thinking about sex?
:: Yung tama lang.

2. Are you a virgin?
:: Yes'm.

3. If not, who did you lose your virginity to and when? 4. Do you believe you should be in love to have sex?
:: Yupyup.

5. Have you ever cheated on your significant other?
:: Nope. Never will.

6. What is the first thing you look for in a boy/girl?
:: The cheeks. :"> :))

7. Do you have any special fantasies?
:: Oye ha.

8. Have you been in lust more than love?
:: No no.

9. Would you have sex with more than one person?
:: Nope.

10. Who in your life do you feel the most lust for?
:: ;)


Greed
1. What do you want more than anything right now?
::MY WOOKIE PLEASE.

2. Does money play an important part of your life?
:: No matter how hard I try not to make it, yeah it does.

3. What are your goals for the future?
:: Graduate. Masters. Get the ID job. Be successful. Have my family.

4. Do you think money is more important than love?
:: Of course not.

5. If you were given one million dollars right now, what would you do with it?
:: magsusundo ako!

6. Has anyone ever called you spoiled or greedy?
:: Uhh.. spoiled meron. Spoiled RAW.

7. Do your parents have a lot of money?
:: Enough for us all.

8. How much money do you spend in one week?
:: Haha. Depends. But i'm saving now.. again.. so, not much supposedly

9. Do/would you share with people that are less fortunate?
:: If i could, yes.

10. Have you ever robbed someone?
:: Masama yun.


Sloth
1. Have many people called you lazy?
:: I call myself lazy.

2. How much sleep do you get at night?
:: Not much. But I sleep.

3. Do you often take naps in the middle of the day?
:: Hmm.. nope.

4. What was the most depressing time of your life?
:: August 10, 2008.

5. What is the best way to relax?
:: TV ACTION with food and YM :D

6. Would you consider yourself more of a follower or leader?
:: Follower.

7. Would you consider yourself a caring person?
:: Opo yata.

8. What time do you go to bed at night?
:: Late as usual.

9. What do you waste most of your time doing?
:: DVD Marathons. ;)

10. Would you rather go out somewhere or stay home?
:: Stay home.


Wrath
1. Who was the last person you were upset with?
:: Umm.. yun.


2. What is the meanest thing you’ve ever done to someone?
:: Backstab?

3. Do you hate anyone?

:: Wag na, waste of time.

4. Are you angry a lot?
:: Naaahh waste of time.

5. What was the last thing that made you mad?
:: Binabaan ako.

6. Have you even been in a physical fight with someone?
:: Ummm.. none that I think of? Trip trip lang siguro meron

7. Has there been a time that you wanted to seek revenge?
:: Meron.

8. What is your biggest pet peeve?
:: Umm.. ano ba.. umm...

9. How do you express your anger and frustration?
:: I completely shut up. Take note: I'm a quiet type of person.

10. Is it easy for you to forgive?
:: Yep.


Envy
1. Who are you most jealous of?
::Haha wala ah.. The A's ba? :)) HINDEEE. Si ano, Uncle Sam. SI A. DEFINITELY SI A NA NGA.

2. What is something you want that your best friend has?
:: ME? Haha! Wala naman..

3. What is one thing you think you are lacking in life?
:: Money. Chan-chan-chaaaaan! Ano.. confidence?

4. Do you think of yourself as an envious person?
:: Nope. Pangit yun.

5. How would you consider yourself lucky?
:: One word. WOOKIE. :)

6. Unlucky?
:: One word. FAR. :(

7. Have you ever felt sorry for yourself?
:: Oo naman.

8. Overall, do you think you have everything you need?
:: Yes yes.

9. Is there anyone that has been envious of you?
:: Beats me.

10. Do you want a better life than what you have?
:: I want.. to be a better person. :)


Pride
1. What is your best physical feature?
:: UH. Lips? Ewan wala yata. :))

2. What do you like most about your personality?
:: Umm.. BLAH

3. How much time do you take to get ready in the morning?
:: Not much. To get up yung matagal hehe

4. Do you wear a lot of make-up?
:: Nada.

5. How often do you go shopping?
:: Haha when necessary. And pag may pang shopping. :))

6. Are your looks very important to you?
:: NOPE.

7. Would you ever like to be a model?
:: NOPE.

8. What could be improved about your body?
:: SEXIER. =))

9. Do you think that you’re better than others?
:: Haha umm i dont think so pero i have this feeling that someday i'll give A LOT to this world :D


10. What is your most embarrassing moment?
:: Ay hindi ko na matandaan eh.

AUS OPEN 2009

2009! Yes, I am so very excited to watch tennis matches again. Real live ones, i mean. Been waiting for this for months now.. another year of great grandslams!!

\m/\m/

But the Aus Open is kind of irritating me now, i just checked their site and there's still nothing on. I tried Google-ing too.. but all I had are news pre it all. Something about Sharapova not playing (which really really sucks) and also Davydenko sitting out too due to an injury.. there's this thing also about Novak being defeated in a game but I really don't know if it's this year. DAMN IT!! I really was looking forward for some previews or match scheds. Oh but poor me, nada nada for me. Maybe today is really not my day. :|


Aus Open 2004 Film was on this 5pm at StarSports though. And then, nothing about this year's.

HAY. So much for waiting.

Maybe i should just play, as in play tennis so that I won't think about the Aus Open that much.. Huh. Yeah that made sense.

:| :( :((

Or maybe you should just.. just talk to me again. Well, now that's an idea.